Miracles
I often sit back and thinking of the times we were together..Like you and I said, Its full of miracles to make this relationship so real.. Few days back, tears were jus flowing down due to some disputes we had..He's alwaz so understanding and patience.. Dedicated this song to me, "Tell me where it hurts"
Everything Brightens up...Thanks dearie, the lyrics is simply too sweet for me...It reali eased my heart...So decided to share it wif u guys..Happy Listening and understanding the lyrics:)
Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
chorus
(Instrumental)
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS:
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Tuesday, October 14, 2008Y
....Melted....
Today's last day of work..hahaha..Oops..I mean last day of work for the week..Coz I am going on leave for 3 days...Before I go on leave, its reali sweet of these cuties to sing me a birthday song and giving me birthday hugs and kisses... I melted... :)
PG-B ,Ms Joclyn ("v") all of you...
Early in the morning, enter the classroom, one of them said, "Ms Joclyn, today we are going to make u happy, coz Its ur birthday.."WHAHAHA...Not reali my actual day la, but still very touched, he actually said Happy Birthday To Me..so sweet of this little boy, Rui Yi..
Gotten a little present from my co-partner, she bought me a necklace, I love it and it's my favourite colour- Turquoise.. and a little hand made card wif a baby Triceratops on the front page...I love it to the Max..TRICERATOPS, my favourite...hahaha..
Going on leave, and I gonna miss them for these 3 days..hope they will be good... And, nt forgetting my sistas and bros, meeting them up for feast tml.. "Bie Fu Ramen" we are coming..Yeah, I just miss them so much...
9:30:00 PM 
Monday, October 13, 2008Y
...Jogging...
Monday Blues? Not for me..hahaha..Well, today started off quite pleasant, not feeling blues but a little sleepy though.. But manage to catch a little nap during break time, so feeling more refresh...
Knock off a little earlier, maybe abt 5 mins earlier..so lucky, manage to catch up wif the bus, reach hm abt 5.15pm..so went to took a nap and nt forgetting to go for my jogging...Frankly speaking, I am damn lazy and tired but still dragged myself for a jog..
Jogged for few rounds, did some walking here and there and I reali sweat alot...That kind of feeling is reali great and fulfilling, coz at least I know I waved off some extra pounds in me..Hahaha..the process of jogging was treali tiring and taxing esp for pple like me who seldom exercise, but keep telling myself tht I must work harder if I wana wear nice and beautiful clothes, and it reali strives me on.. It the second week, overall, still enjoying jogging alot...Will continue to endure through..
Sweet Dreams....
10:25:00 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008Y
...Preventable Disputes...
Some disputes could be prevented but due to both having own thinking and views, ended up having disputes again.. All becoz of an sms, it kills everything and brought us agony.... I shouldnt hv....
I admit its my fault for nt being more understanding towards certain issues... And stupid thinking of holding back my emotions could help but I am alwaz handling it wrongly.. Having wat happened, I do feel remorseful and telling myself hard tht such disputes could be minimise in the future..Cant promise But I'll try very hard.........
Sorry...
12:21:00 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008Y
...Dieting is tough...
Nowadays finding myself getting out of shape...which is kinda a sad thingy to say...*sob sob*.. Last week, met up wif my Baobei sista Gina and Randall + Cousin for dinner at Bugis.. Chit chat here and there and here comes the topic "Dieting"..Whew..As much as I hate it, the chat goes on and there's no escape to it....
Yes, I agree very much tht I am gaining unwanted pounds day by day...just dislike looking myself into the mirror and it reali do affect very much of the level of confidence in myself..Haiz..Had a little bet wif Gina, I told her tht I wana slim down and if I dun slim down within a month I will gif her 100 bucks..lol...thts reali a crazy deal..But I know I she wont be able to get tht 100 bucks from me coz I will definitely slim down..
Have been a pathetic week for me..Trying very hard to refrain and control myself from eating unhealthy food and instead replacing fruits from junk food more than ever..hahaha... May nt be up to the very strict one but I am proud tht I am able to endure thru:) Of coz, the person behind helping me and encouraging me thru this dieting is none other than my dearie..Thanks deardear for ur utmost understanding, encouragements and support that u provide me along the way of this dieting...It boost me up... And, I will just continue to strive hard and hopefully one day, I'll be able to see the results of my hard work...
So far, I am doing well in my dieting... Able to control pretty well esp reducing in fast food and soft drinks + snacks and eating only 70% full... Plus, eating fruits reali helps to keep me full and away from munching snacks:)
Good Start and will goes on....Jia You Triceratops!!!
Bless Me Ok..
10:26:00 PM
Saturday, October 4, 2008Y
....Tsunami Kills Me....
I wonder if anyone felt the same as I do:
Feeling damn restless and tired..
Having low tolerance level for everything..
Feel like crying for no reason..
Can't be bothered by wat's happening ard you..
You dread making small talks..
Throw tantrums over little things..
- Dislike yourself for being such a emo queen..
Anyone can help me to put a stop to it...
Coz I am feeling terrible!!!
Life sometimes is damn boring... I just couldnt understand and find a definite answer to such high and low tides that is waving me up and down... It's jus like a Tsunami Wave..comes and goes anytime, giving my dearie, myself and pple ard me a hard time playing the guessing game of this disaster of mine... *Sigh hard*
I just wish to get rid of this Tsunami of mine as soon as possible....please help!!!
4:03:00 PM
Happiness + Love
When I look into your eyes,
I just see everything that attracted me to you...
Your warmth, your care and your sense of being so true..
I see the everyday little moments we share,
my favourite memories,
and my beautiful hopes for the future..
I see my greatest desire,
my forever soulmate,
my truest happiness...
And, for the rest of my life,
it will only be that special one..
Its You, and my only Man, Kai...
12:10:00 PM
Thursday, October 2, 2008Y
....Sleepy + Tired + PMS....
Dun know whats wrong wif my body..Have been showing signs of tiredness, mood swings and feeling lethargic easily... Recently, tends to lose my temper easily over small matters and mood swings damn badly..I dislike seeing myself like tht too.. Maybe because I am too tired, but I am trying to sleep early...still....I am alwaz feeling so tired....
Well, let me update on wats going on for the past few days... Mon Midnight, went over to dearie's hse, gave him a surprise that I alwaz wanted to gif.. Glad that everything was so successful and Super happy when seeing dearie so touched by wat I did for him... I believed he was very touched by wat I did and I actually saw tears almost flowing down from dearie's eyes..His eyes was red.... It melts my heart...All the effort was 101% worth it... Took some pictures but promise dearie that I will not post it up, so I'll keep to my promises for him.. And the durian cake is so damn yummy...But din dare to eat much coz I am afraid I'll grow fatter..hahahaha...and of coz not forgetting to thank Ash for accompanying to chat on the phone when on the way to dearie hse coz I am reali afraid of dark..
Specially took leave on Tuesday to dine out wif dearie.. As Dearie was having lesson in the afternoon, I would only be able to meet him in the evening.. Went to register for my Diploma course starting in November.. After which still left wif 2 hrs before meeting time, so went CWP to shop ard, saw the garlic bread tht I like to eat, bought some and who knows, the damn cashier was so damn slow which reali pissed me off and leds me to had a little misunderstanding wif dearie.. Phew!!! Took the damn cab down which cost me a bomb... Anyway, luckily, everything was fine, we went to dine to at NYDC..as usual hw can we missed out ordering their yummy Oreo Obsession... Its super nice wor...hahaha... After which, met up wif Pak Leng and Vivian for a spin and dine again at Siglap..Din eat much, coz was real bloated..but the food is delicious.... Thinking back of the special occasions that we spent, its simply too memorable for me to rmb for the rest of my life..And dearie, the moment I see ur tears almost flow down ur cheek, I just hope tht for every special occasions of ours, I'll make it as memorable as I can...Overall, a great day out, celebrating dearie's birthday...:)
~Name of the dish: When Pigs Fly~
~Name of this dish: Romeo and Juliet~
~Name of this dessert: OREO OBSESSION!!!~
Thanks Dearie..
6:31:00 PM
After which headed to dearie's hse to collect my presents.....
Alwaz hearing me saying, I cant sleep well at nite due to the pillow I am using, its so thoughtful of him to buy me a comfortable pillow, its so thoughtful of him trying to remember the things I told him... Bought me a Levis Pouch whereby I am able to store all my cards, money and keys.. (He said, he alwaz sees me squeezing everything into my Pierre Cardin wallet and he feels its time to get me a bigger one).. *BIG HUGS DEARIE*
And, not forgetting my cake..though small and normal, I just love it as much.. Thanks dearie for watever u hv done to sprung me this surprise, I am too touched to use words to describe how I reali feel..Its simply beyond words can just said... I appreciate every effort u've done for me.. The SMS u sent tells me everything... 
...MY PRESENTS...
Today had another ound of steamboat...Uncles and Aunties were all invited over to my hse, coz.....Its my beloved Ah Ma's birthday!!! Actually is tml la, but tml is my actual birthday too and cant make it as everything is being plan out so decided to celebrate ah ma's birthday in advance.. Gave her a red packet and hereby wishing my Ah ma a 
