Understanding...
Was on leave today, so basically, did nothing but slacked ard.. Went for my first Dip lesson today and of coz I miss Wan Ling and Eve so much.. The class was damn bored I can say.. Assignments are coming up...
Well, things happened recently and I am happy enuff tht its gonna be solved soon.. After some self reflection, Perhaps, I was partly at fault too, feeling a little guilty abt watever took place, of coz I still hv my own stand and reasons for blowing my top... Bygones are Bygones, just hope everything will be washed away as time goes by..
Sometimes, I reali think I should get out of my little hut and explore more beautiful things outside the world.. Shouldnt restrict or refrain myself... Maybe some things tht I hv done are simply not enuff to mak me see things more openly or rather understanding towards pple ard me and issues tht are circulating ard me... I dun blame dearie or frenz for telling me tht I shld be more understanding at times, and nt taking things to hard..But, I sincerely thank them for pointing it out to me coz it makes me hv a better view of the probs in me and chnge for the better...
Understanding?? Perhaps, I am nt doing perfectly well enuff... Still a long stretch to perfection or good, but, nevertheless, I will see it as a learning point for me and work doubly hard on it... Its all their support and understanding towards me tht makes me wana also be more open and understand them better.. It makes me wana spare a thought for them, standing at their point of view and feel... In the past, I seriously feel so silly of me to hv cried or complained so much tht frenz or dearie are neglecting me... Shouldnt I look onto the other side and think for them, yesh I think I shld... Its alwaz nt too late to change and improve..
Hereby, I am reali thkful for watever dearie did for me when I am so helpless on some issues... U stand by me so closely despite u needed to finish up ur assignments.. I am touched and blessed to see u protecting me so much and standing by me... U told Gina tht its partly ur fault for the matter tht took place coz U did not spend ample time wif me.. Upon hearing tht, I dun agree to it... Coz I know u r trying hard and gd enuff for me to feel it..Coz I know u r doing a great job as a bf of mine...Its nt easy but u did it very well... I dun blame u but instead I feel as a GF I shld be more understanding towards the situation u r in now.. So no worries abt me...
As to my sista, I apologised for being so emotional and leading us to quarrels and unhappiness, its real silly of me.. I know u r trying as well, so bad of me to hurt u... SRY GINA.. But those are words due to a moment of anger... Of coz, I hv my reasons for being pissed off due to some matters tht doesnt needed to be included too... I seek ur understanding toward tht if I am putting u in a difficult position... I am glad tht things are going back to track again... Am looking forward to tml...
All in all, I hv a perfect BF who cares and protects so much abt me and also a grp of wonderful pals who nv gif up on me...I LUV U GUYS, and promise to gif me some time, I'll change to become a better GF and sista...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008Y
Missing Piece in Me
Each day has been passing so slowly and blindly... Other than work, there is nothing else tht makes me reali look forward too.. Its just the start of November and I am feeling a little defeated.. Feel so lousy and useless of me..
Every nights, I hv been struggling to get myself to bed, this kind of feeling just sucks to the core.. and I guess this is partly why the virus choose to attack me... I wannt some peaceful sleep and just hope tht I could nv get up till I get enuff of it..
One wish upon me, how I wish November can passes by as quickly as it can be coz I wana find back my missing piece... (Will everything changes as time goes by?) I just hope this busy schedule of urs wont affect our thoughts of each other...
10:06:00 PM 
Sunday, November 2, 2008Y
I know U r worth...
Having share of quarrels and misunderstandings upsets me alot.. I wana be more forgiving towards you, but sometimes pride just took it over... I cant promise but just like u, I will try hard...
Every time having you by my side, every moment and events tht took place are just so sweet and never feeling sick of it.. Sometimes hoping very much tht time could just stop there.. Driving so safely for my sake, deep down in me, I am kinda touched, coz I know u care so much for me and I meant so much to you.. Holding ur hand, viewing those nice sceneries and enjoying the breeze, it's simply so sugary sweeet....
Today, I had a great time out wif u, Dearie... Sorry for making you upset again, but words just slipped off my mouth..Not deliberately.. I reali dun mean it.. I will be more careful in the future.. Thanks for forking out the time to accompany me..
("V")
1:23:00 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008Y
...Accepted For DPT...
Hulala!!! I passed my CPT, so do my 2 babes, Wan Ling and Evelyn..Yeah!! And, our new journey of learning and mugging for assignments has started too.. I am damn looking forward to learning new things and hanging ard wif my 2 babes.. Heez.. I know I am insane to said tht :)
Anyway, went for orientation for my DPT course on Thursday.. Everything was fine, this time round, kinda a huge class of 30 students compared to my CPT course we only hv 10 students. The whole room was packed.. But not too bad, I hv got my 2 babes wif me, Wan Ling and Evelyn..I miss them so much.. Thanks my 2 babes for their Ang Bao, they gave me 50 bucks as my birthday present, its alot of money wor.. Thanks so much Wan Ling and Evelyn.. (Next time, we go and dine out together k)
As due to previous course, some of the modules I hv already taken and hence was exempted for certain modules.. Will be starting my class on the mid of Nov, attend abt 4 to 5 lessons and I'll be exempted till next year mid of March..*Cool Man*.. As for the course fees, My godfather is going to pay for it..which means I dun need to fork out a single cents of it, (So sweet of him) feel alittle bad but appreciate his help...Thanks Godpa..(I can resume my savings plan again)
Basically, nowadays simply did nothing much, just slack and waiting for time to pass.. Spend the precious free time I hv now to play the games dearie download for me.. Gonna complete on of the games soon.. Shall not blog much, I am off to meet my Sally's Spa :)
Enjoy the weekends Folks
4:56:00 PM
