♥My Thoughts♥
Whew, Was a relief for me..
Finally, the presentation and
killing of my brain cells are over...
Though only for the time being.
I am thankful enuff..
I need a break....
Have not been slping well
for the past few weeks...
Worried abt unfinished assignments
and many other issues..
Big bonus for my effort..
Met dearie for late dinner...
I am alwaz in cloud nine whenever I see him..
Baby, thanks for forking out the
time to accompany me... mUackz!!!
sorry if I hve not been updating..
Time is reali precious..
I cant afford to waste it..
Well, life is alwaz full of ups and down..
I am encountering it right now..
A decision has been made,
and the contract was being signed..
My dad sold off this condominium unit
which we are currently staying in..
Frankly speaking.. I am feeling damn sad..
Some might be thinking,
why the hell do you have to feel sad
over such small trivial issues..
Its jus selling of a unit...
No big deal right..
Cant afford dun stay condo lo...
Its the story behind the scene
tht makes me feel the impact...
Well, I know I cant and nv hv the thought of
blaming him..
I know his reasons and I'll support him..
10 years of beautiful memories I had in this
little hut of ours..
I appreciate it all..
I admit I do feel the pinch
and I shed tears..
But we are left with no choice..
Soon, we will be moving to a new flat..
Not looking forward,
dun feel any happy..
Its human nature..
But....
Like what deardear told me..
"At least you are once given the opportunity to stay in it,
I wasnt even given a chance to feel it"
I shld be contented..
Yes, I shld be.....
but guess nobody will ever feel gd
upon hearing such sentences like:
"Do you think Daddy is useless?"
"I am sorry for not being able to do well?"
My heart sank....
Its heart wrenching...
It hurts deeply...I feel for him..
Being the head of the family,
he has to be strong..
But does it mean he wont cry...
I saw it... Saw him shedding tears
and bearing all the pain...
I hope I can bear it for him..
Due to the limited time I had with him,
I din have the chance to reali talk to him..
Very much wana tell him,
"U are simply a great Dad..
You did a marvelous job..
We love you and
appreciate all you've done for the family...
and yes we reali do.."
Life is nv alwaz smooth sailing..
I learnt from all odds
and become stronger:)
At least, once upon a time,
I was given the chance to be a princess..
Thats more than enuff..
All matters is the bond,
love we hv for each other..
I am blessed and contented :)
Gdnite everyone...
