Understanding...
Was on leave today, so basically, did nothing but slacked ard.. Went for my first Dip lesson today and of coz I miss Wan Ling and Eve so much.. The class was damn bored I can say.. Assignments are coming up...
Well, things happened recently and I am happy enuff tht its gonna be solved soon.. After some self reflection, Perhaps, I was partly at fault too, feeling a little guilty abt watever took place, of coz I still hv my own stand and reasons for blowing my top... Bygones are Bygones, just hope everything will be washed away as time goes by..
Sometimes, I reali think I should get out of my little hut and explore more beautiful things outside the world.. Shouldnt restrict or refrain myself... Maybe some things tht I hv done are simply not enuff to mak me see things more openly or rather understanding towards pple ard me and issues tht are circulating ard me... I dun blame dearie or frenz for telling me tht I shld be more understanding at times, and nt taking things to hard..But, I sincerely thank them for pointing it out to me coz it makes me hv a better view of the probs in me and chnge for the better...
Understanding?? Perhaps, I am nt doing perfectly well enuff... Still a long stretch to perfection or good, but, nevertheless, I will see it as a learning point for me and work doubly hard on it... Its all their support and understanding towards me tht makes me wana also be more open and understand them better.. It makes me wana spare a thought for them, standing at their point of view and feel... In the past, I seriously feel so silly of me to hv cried or complained so much tht frenz or dearie are neglecting me... Shouldnt I look onto the other side and think for them, yesh I think I shld... Its alwaz nt too late to change and improve..
Hereby, I am reali thkful for watever dearie did for me when I am so helpless on some issues... U stand by me so closely despite u needed to finish up ur assignments.. I am touched and blessed to see u protecting me so much and standing by me... U told Gina tht its partly ur fault for the matter tht took place coz U did not spend ample time wif me.. Upon hearing tht, I dun agree to it... Coz I know u r trying hard and gd enuff for me to feel it..Coz I know u r doing a great job as a bf of mine...Its nt easy but u did it very well... I dun blame u but instead I feel as a GF I shld be more understanding towards the situation u r in now.. So no worries abt me...
As to my sista, I apologised for being so emotional and leading us to quarrels and unhappiness, its real silly of me.. I know u r trying as well, so bad of me to hurt u... SRY GINA.. But those are words due to a moment of anger... Of coz, I hv my reasons for being pissed off due to some matters tht doesnt needed to be included too... I seek ur understanding toward tht if I am putting u in a difficult position... I am glad tht things are going back to track again... Am looking forward to tml...
All in all, I hv a perfect BF who cares and protects so much abt me and also a grp of wonderful pals who nv gif up on me...I LUV U GUYS, and promise to gif me some time, I'll change to become a better GF and sista...
